I feel like the worlds worst blogger. I have been so incredibly busy...I've had no time at all to blog. Actually, I'm supposed to be doing 3 things right now and one of those things includes church so I have to hurry. There is a second service in 2 more hours so I'm not too hurried.
to the best church ever at Elevation Church!
(if you can't click on that pic for a link..its
~if you don't have a church or cant get there, try them out~
So, first the important things...
I've decided to partner up with a friend and go into the real estate business. I'm going to be taking the course and state exam soon so I should hopefully be licensed by the end of March. We are going to be flipping houses and I'm praying that this brings into fruition, everything that I am thinking it can. I don't think I've been this excited about anything. Actually, it's almost a too good to be true feeling that I'm having lol. Nothing in my life is this easy...
And y'all know that, so I'm kinda waiting for something.
Just send your prayers and wish me luck!
I stopped being a paying member of AllPoetry and have started taking them down one by one. It's almost like the end of an era for my poetry but at the same time, it's the end of an era in my life, too. I'm smiling so big right now. If I didn't look like I stuck my finger in a socket and have yesterdays makeup smeared all over my face ~don't judge me~
I would take a picture. Yea, no thanks! Anyways, I have categorized all the poems that are going into the book and I have officially begun the editing phase. I can't lie, this week I haven't done much with editing because I've been engrossed in learning everything I possibly can about this new business venture.
Don't worry...I am definitely still on track for my release and this IS happening! My loyal AP followers would be so mad at me if I didn't. I would be mad at myself. It's the story I've been trying to get out of me for a long time. Which brings me to....
is 20/20 right? Because of the book and all of the sorting and editing I've had to do as of late, I've been in a dejavu. I have to read them as I go along and I feel like I'm being taken on a journey of a girl I can't remember fully. Oh, don't get me wrong, I remember her. I just don't remember why she was so sad...what was it that she wanted? I don't remember but that's because I feel like I've been reborn! I am physically getting my strength back. To come from being bedridden to driving around to my girls house is soooo much awesome sauce! I am not one to hold on to regrets. I believe that everything ~and I do mean everything~ that we go through as humans, no matter what age we are has the chance to either make us or break us. I also believe that it's a choice and you can CHOOSE to let it make you! Use it to become stronger and adjust your sails for a better sea! Lately I've been smacked in the face with the realization that even with all the hard times, pain and heartache...I am blessed! God has always been with me working behind the scenes and look at me. I know now that the most important thing of all is love. In every area! Love physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally...it's all about love and through it all, I have ALWAYS been blessed with love. I feel untouchable! Gods love, husbands love, my kids love, my family and friends love...I'm surrounded by love and I get to love again. No more anger, hurt, resentment...
IT'S A NEW ME, YA'LL
so that's whats going on with me.
Oh, lol in other news...
get ready for the gossip, y'all.
the ex--the one whom I have FINALLY managed to be rid of is a
Oh lord, where do I start? Fresh out of jail (November), marries a drug rehab counselor (HOW? How is this man still pullin' **s?) and within a few weeks was already on the run and calling me for shelter and money. I literally sat there with the phone in my hand, so dumbfounded that I couldn't speak. And when I did, I laughed!
**Might this be where I add a big fat CONGRATULATIONS to the Mrs! I mean, how good were you at your job? So good and you must be on the journey of a lifetime. After the sarcasm subsides, Ill pray for you girl. mmm mmm mmm**
Was laughing the right way to go about it? Probably not, but what kind of stupidity is this? How many times, in how many ways do I need to make it clear that I am not interested in his life at all. I just reminded him that he gave up any right to my life when he said he was too selfish to be a father.
Anyways, now he's on the local most wanted list. He's on the run with multiple warrants...
~3 of those~
Just goin' places, ain't he? Mmm Mmm Mmm I honestly can't believe that I actually...Lord, just don't go there. I'm a new me LOL
So that's whats going on with me. I've had some of y'all asking about Zabe's health...he is learning how to navigate this. He still has headaches and tummy aches and they still don't know why. They just know that he has severe anxiety...crippling. My poor baby. He's getting better though. He's my buddy. Last night after everyone went to bed, he and I stayed up together and chilled to our favorite Arabic music on low and just talked and laughed for 2 hours. He's the coolest kid in the world, I swear! Thank you all so much for your prayers and kind words. I read them all to him and he loves it. He feels like part of our 'clique'!
Well, I hope everyone has had a great weekend with their fam's and happy Sunday y'all!